Monday, March 24, 2008
this is one
awesome picture.yes,it is.thank you fakhrin ((=
now its the pentannah's.haha! zee's the chilli pepper that never existed.
im tashpentannah.say pentannah with the thick indian accent.it sounds so..retarded (:
my dear bitchytoot,thank you for everything.this is not the end and yeah, miracles do happen.if you just BELIEVE.mariah says it all.i love you too in a thousand many languages.doesnt matter where you are or where you're going.cos im always here for you.keep working on your common sense.i'll help you if you want.and stay dodobird-ish.HOTNERDS FOREVER.
you just HAD to put that retarded picture huh? haha.shadd ap you bitch.
dozing off at 3:39 PM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
hellos readers of beyonddevuldged-,
firstly take note that whatever is written here for this post is NOT written by tashryn.(: and im not suppose/allow to crap here, but HEHS! but who cares right? =P
secondly, the main purpose to be here is that,
i have come to apologized.. erms,apologized for all the stupid things i've said to you and all the cold shoulders given to you, days of ignoring you.. im really sorry. There are reasons why you called me a bitch.. hehs!
thirdly, i always love your company. hahahs i know you do too..
after leaving band now, i wouldnt have much time seeing you then, it sucks totally. URGH! Im gonna miss you like f*ck! but hopefully, hope miracle do happens.. then you wld get tired and sick of seeing my face everday again! i love it better that way! =D
fourthly, i dont know what to write alrdy. HAHAHS, hope u rmb the "nike, just do it" and the milktea icecream story.. NO! you must rmb them!! (:
and lastly, stop being confused and scared cann? Keep smiling, bitchy toot! dont mind all the craps!! green is loves! HAHAHS! =_=" and erms, hoping to post here more often, HEHS!, i still could list a thousands things i like abt you here.(:
the hotretards and the hotnerds RULES! (:
(tashryn always looked retarded whenever she takes photos with me!)
Je t'aime, 我爱你, Ich liebe dich, Ti amo, 愛してるよ, 나는 당신을, Eu amo você, Я люблю тебя, Te quiero, ฉันรักเธอ,
i love you 3 words, 11 languages, 1 meaning for you =D
this really comes from the bottom of the heart. REALLY!(:
by your mti, tooty bitch, dodobird, retarded michelleot, hot!(:
dozing off at 10:41 PM
Thursday, March 20, 2008
yellow stop signs.time stood still when it was used to be's.
haha.i love what she wrote there.it makes perfect sense.
right now im just scared of everything.im getting too vulnerable and i need to change course here.
other than that, im happy with what i have.or so i think.hehs.
TEH-AH-S-ASH-AIR-IGREC-ZED. TASHRYN.french spelling is so fun.
putain is a useful word.haha.i think im gonna win my delifrance in sentosa nadia (:
dozing off at 10:52 PM
Saturday, March 15, 2008
smile though your heart is achingsmile even though its breakingwhen there are clouds in the sky,you'll get byif you smile through your fear and sorrowsmile and maybe tomorrowyou'll see the sun come shining through for youlight up your face with gladnesshide every trace of sadnessalthough a tear may ever be so nearthat's the time you must keep on tryingsmile,what's the use of crying?you'll find that life is still worthwileif you just smilethe power of a simple gesture like smiling.i would whisper love so loudly every heart would understandthat love and only lovecan join the tribes of mani would give my heart's desireso that you might seethe fisrt step is to realisethat it all begins with you and meand they say love can build a bridge.
dozing off at 8:41 PM
Friday, March 14, 2008
im gnna show you.i need to prove myself now.we both know what im capable of and im gonna show you.dont think i cant do it.you will see vast improvement when mid-year comes.so get ready.to be blown away.im ready to face whatever you have in store for me.just dont ever let me know that you think im done for.just cos i dont give you what you want now,does not mean ure not gnna get it.be very aware.this was a wake-up call for me.thank you for that,i really needed it.
now i know what you think of me and im gnna change that.so just wait and see.i can do it okay.we're talking tashryn here.and lets not forget,i want my justification back.i want that trust i lost back.all of it.what i was back then,i lost a little of it on the way here.but im getting it back.i want my trust back.
mark my words,i will do
WHATEVER it takes to get it back.
even if it kills me.
dozing off at 4:40 PM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
yesss.i got my phone back.mum's in korea.haaaah.she's prolly starving rite now.have to survive on cup noodles.
okay i gt flashback.that time when i went for umrah,it was late at night.i went with my nenek only ah.and everyone was sleeping.my stomach was going anal on me and i just needed to munch on something.what did you know? i found cup noodles in the kitchen (:
tom yam flavour somemore.my favourite uh.the whole night i was eating and watching tom and jerry's on tv.hahaha.was kinda hard getting up for subuh in the morning.she had to drag me.
so anw,zhi hui can FLY.thats like so cool rite? i heard her fall behind me.haha.i was like running and running then i heard a loud 'thud' behind and her famous 'oh!'.you knw the way she whines rite..haha.i saw some people smirking when she fell.wth.hahhaa.the day pigs could fly.she proved it alrite.
i watched world trade centre again for the second time in a row.idk lah.it just proves how much u really appreciate smeone when they're gone.it makes u go insane.
i miss my hot mamas already.they make my life so fun and supid.i really need that right now.
dozing off at 7:53 PM
Saturday, March 08, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE!!! continue to be a bitchytoot and please shadd ap when needed.stop flirting also lah you (=HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIAL!!!like i said before,you win the best partner award.haha.stop distracting me in class you smart ass.thanks alot for the potato chips.hot mamas forever yeah (=HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIANI!!!you have the most natural cuteness.haha.idk what that means but u ARE cute.heeeeh.thanks for tolerating all my crap and nonsense.esp during malay.which reminds me uh,thanks for helping me with my malay too.continue to laugh even when its not funny alrite margarine.hot mamas forever too uh (=everyone's catching the stupid virus.i blame my sister for passing it to me.so dumb lah.stay at home and rest dont want.wanna spread her germs and bacteria to poor innocent people.no common sense! haha.its tussue invasion.my best friend for now.
my aunt got engaged.so cool.she's been waiting a long time for this.like um..10 years? she definitely desereves this uh.the guy who's gonna take her better be good to her.my gemini aunt.
i miss all my cousins.yes, we or maybe just me,are very family-oriented.unlike some people who wont even layan their own brothers.huh nadia?? haha.my small little cutiepies are growing up wayy too fast lah.they make me feel so old ard them.crap.time is running too fast.
i get the feeling this march hols is gnna be very exhausting.what with the 4 projects i have.and the fact that my mum is'nt here to take control of things.which means i have to take resposibility of my younger sister.ugh-ness.i needa catch up on my work.wanna do more algebra (:
its 12:17.tmr's gnna be a long day.my nose is still runnning.
dozing off at 11:18 PM
Monday, March 03, 2008
i woke up to the light of dawn.HAHA.its so much better than your mum's voice.yes! nadia,I WIN.
i have to say it again.this time in caps.
I LOVE THIS SKIN.
its so tashryn.haha.michelle,thanks ah! i love you for this..
i think all band members should be granted a day off from school.it really makes a huge difference.i slept through the whole morning and now its noon.so cool.i feel reenergized alrdy..
anyone eaten apple crumble before? im gonna make that for my coursework..mrs raj suggested.i guess i like the name of it.apple crumble it is (:
ohhh.did u guys knw that jess alb is pregnant? of course you do..see nadia.not everyone is oblivious to the fact that she IS pregnant.so stop reminding me=.="" she's still HOT.remind me about THAT.
i've got an important question: if you don't come to sch cos u've got a very bad flu and your nose is running and ur trying desperately to catch it and ur whole body (even your ass) is hurting,does that make u a slacker?
michelle just misses me.she just doesnt wanna admit it.not seeing my face for a mere two days is like torture for her.hahaha! right michelle? DONT LIE BITCH.
i'll tell you what torture is.its not having the ability to entertain yourself.like wanxuan.she's a total slacker staring at the face of her computer screen waiting for someone to chat with her..
hmmm..some form of agony.wanxuan if ur just so bored,talk to yourself.like i said,it works (:
the unfaithful tashyra.she called my sister that.i find it amusing to knw my sister is unfaithful.makes her sound like an unwanted dog.teehee.an unwanted dog with a five-star drama life.how ironic.
i feel like eating.lets go cook something.
i have a new confession.
katherine heigl is kinda hot.
some desperate housewife said,
the opposite of love isn't hate-its indifference.if you hate me,that means you still care.
so true people,so true.
dozing off at 1:46 PM
